Poetry Attempt: A Moment of Panic from a Shared Existence
All our flesh was like a veil
That I had to draw aside
To see the serpent eat his tail.”
- Leonard Cohen
Continued Undead
Her trembling hand is vibrating with light
Raining down in filaments from her clouded mind
Veins running up to her palm electrified
The pile of pills shines
She clutches tight her void dark eyes
And tries not to submit to her suffering
His flesh hangs off in jagged little strips
The ceiling fan churned slowly
Filtering the stale air with the dust of his blood
Stainless steel drops from twitching fingers
He too buzzes and yearns with intensified electricity
Conjoined in her dominance over his dying dreams
The light’s flickering, giving out with remorse
Words are not enough.
She sinks into her mattress with a chemical glow
He slips off his mattress into a turbulent crimson pool
Helpless again
If only there was a dream city
For their stitched-together minds to escape into
A blossoming unreality pulsating underneath
A feverish bulwark
Of unobtainable sleep
Words are not enough.
To successfully reach out
He wants to enter a new dawn
Wrapped up in her gentle slumber
And stay forever in a fostered eternal comfort
She wants to patch up her porcelain self
From the disintegrating floor below
And spend eternity in his dreams
Of cyclopean structures
And floods of undead
But their brains are on fire
And all the world’s rivers have dried up
He’s terrified to the point of exhaustion
Convinced he’ll lose her in mercury-scented smoke
She’s focused on preventing her collapse
He’s decomposing on a mountaintop
Spewing great bouts of pink fog
Choking the air and holding tight the limits of apocalypse
A manifesting hothouse of planned death
His limbs twist, his body convulses and heaves
Trapped in a rabbit snare
And laughing the rot out of his gums
Veins enlarge and pop open, sinew and muscle wasting away
Sizzling and shrinking and screaming
In acidic moonlight
She’s on her hands and knees beside his premature corpse
Gravel and discarded viscera
Piercing through her palms
Her tears are cleaving the funerary grounds
Her black hair is sewing up
Broken and bleached notches of his skull
She digs into his chest
Inhaling the source of the fog
At the threshold of his masticated heart
She shapes the moon into pieces
Their cyclopean city tilts and careens towards her head
Her face unfurls in a decadent smile
His ribcage juts out
An inverted basin for the downpour of
Their horrid shadows
She traces the curvature of his bones
Underneath her grinding teeth
Tracing new flesh for him to fill into
Pale green lights explode
Dirt rises up and howls
Their fingers interlocked as the skin sheers off
Locking empty eyes as they’re devoured by the worms.
Graveyard wisdom
Outcast isolation
Malnourished existence
All instincts bleed toward self-destruction
An affront to human creation
Shifting through elation and terror
They’re there through it all
Plunging into each other’s sorrows
A rosebed of wilting misery
Never wanting to be apart
A shared destruction into a beatific, nonsensical union.
She looks at him
And swallows the pills
He looks at her
And slices his throat.
Words are not enough.
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